Amy was my cousin. Our family was/is very close. We miss her dearly.
AMY
Words don’t come easy when they’re this late They get a little heavier with their weight Death does that I suppose But for what their worth, here it goes
I will start by saying that I love you I never really said it, because I thought you knew But I wonder now cause, well, you are not here And so maybe I’m to blame, or so I fear
It hurts like hell, to think of you To think of the pain that you went through To think that our love was not enough Or that it could not overcome the rough stuff
I struggle with that, because our love was deep So much so that we all still weep I struggle because I thought you knew That our love was strong enough to carry you through
It was, and is, and always will be The pain comes in the fact that you could not see In that moment that our love was real and true And powerful enough to heal what was broke in you
Love heals, but I guess you know that better than I I reckon you see things more clearly after you die I trust you see what you could not before Our love, His love, and much, much more
And if you could grant me one final prayer Help us see what you see there The truth that death does not get the final say That though tears are real, they get wiped away
That though pain stings and breaks our soul That God takes broken things and re –makes them whole That though we miss you now while you’re gone After death’s dark night is God’s new dawn.
Words a Billion, all’s the same
Speech without Silence is a loosing game
Words without substance a crying shame
Noise the problem, Noise to blame
Words a million, nothing changing
Same old words, rearranging
Same old static without meaning
Billions listening, searching, gleaning
Thousands of words none worth keeping
Thousands sown but none worth reaping
All the poets crying, weeping
At the words, we’ve been cheapening
Hundreds of words I’ve heard before
The repetition beginning to bore
The words most speak I just ignore
Cause I cannot take it anymore
What just occurred to me is how absurd
The noise my ears have endured
A prophet spoke up last night in the sea of words
But I am not sure if anyone heard
His Word
All the words that we’ve squandered
Makes me stop and begin to ponder
Where did all the prophet’s wander
And their words of which I’m fonder
Millions listening, searching, gleaning
For that One Word filled with meaning
As the masses keep on talking
Oblivious to the truth I’m stalking
Words a billion, you can have them son
I’ve played with them all and had my fun
I’ve had my time and now I’m done
Cause I’ve found my Word, and I just need One
Billions of words I’ve heard
In this world that’s broken, blurred
But only one has cured and stirred
The human heart, and endured
One Word, resurrected from the violence
Bathed in love and truth and silence
That’s the word I hear and speak
Of the billions, the One we seek
What a strange world we’ve made The racing and chasing for pots of gold The lives we’ve created we now evade With dreams of escaping or days of old
Stranger still that we do not alter This beastly system that binds and tames Rather we stress and strain trying not to falter Or fall, as we play these silly games
How alluring the fools who laugh and dance Oblivious to the scoffs and stares Theirs a world of divine romance Which looses chains and changes cares
My world is at peace when neighbors are mirrors
And answers come easy when talking to peers
Belief is like music tickling my ears
Community a blanket covering my fears
My reflection looks good staring at friends
But when belief equals love, it always depends
So say what you want and be who you are
Cause love’s unconditional, if you don’t wander too far
So I beg you my friend not to open your soul
Cause love gets tricky when my agenda’s the goal
And if what I see in you doesn’t seem right
The mirror gets ugly and I fear the sight
Cause if staring at you is looking at me
My soul is something I’m not ready to see
I do not mean to be cynical with this poem. It has just been a long winter and I have not been outside much. And I miss experiencing God through nature. So, seeing images of nature during worship services has been difficult for me. Don’t change them Alex, they are still very cool. And for the record, communal worship services in buidlings (yes, malls) are some of the most powerful and Spirit-filled experiences of my life. Still… poets must write.
Images on the Screen
Dark orange sunsets sink into oceans
Strangers worship in deserts with unbridled emotions
Fields of wheat dance under Montana skies
Though truth’s on the screen, reality lies
Cause I’ve stood on the mountains and heard them sing
Whitewater falls thundering praise to their King
I’ve slept in the night under heaven’s ceiling
I’ve joined in its chorus and know its feeling
I’ve walked the edge of this earth where land becomes sea
Ridden its waves and learned to be free
I’ve been lost in this song that creation well knows
But now I am lost in this building, its pews and its rows
Cause you can’t feel the wind when you’re surrounded by walls
And nature’s shouts grow faint when we worship in malls
You can’t see the sky when you’re looking at screens